Waaaaa stupid weight gain - STOP AND GO IN REVERSE AND WHILE YOUR AT IT TAKE THESE FAT ARMS WITH YOU.

I have the worst attitude imaginable which does not go well with finding motivation to not drink coke (the diet stuff tastes like Diet Poison to me - that artificial sweetener aftertaste is like a proverbial kick in the balls awful)and attempt ( Read more... )

Crap - I gotta go to centerlink this afternoon - crap.

GRRRRRRRRR

Also am half way through my assignment right now - god with every week coming up I have at least one thing due ;__;

Trek Watch
The Motion Picture: Slow Lazers are.... slooww.... if Vger was Voyager we are so fucked if that Moon bomb probe shards become sentient. Amused that Bones' idea ( Read more... )

I feel like the universe is conspiring against me - or more so - my treacherous meat-house I call a body. Or both. Because they both won't stop sucking.

I love lolita but everthing I want is too tiny. Everything that I can fit into is just depressingly "not me".

I recently have been looking at 50s fashion - back then everyone was so much smaller - ( Read more... )

10 GG.

10 GG.

TEN FUCKING GG.

How the fuck did that even happen?

I'm going to flay my skin and meat off and let my skeleton run because I am so sick this disgusting fucking body.

Spent the bus trip home clenching my fist and trying not to scream and start punching people.

DISGUSTING.

So I decided to call my jewelery brand stuff "Black Bow" because its cute :3 I'll try and finish up the jewelery side and then actually start on making some bows for your hair and any other place you can stick em.

Today I went and bought some boring essentials likes socks and undies - will need to soon buy a new bra - hafta go to the specialist ( Read more... )

Not all of it is "my style" kinda stuff but a lot more things have taken my fancy than the recent offerings in Kath's shop have to be honest. I think the stuff in Kath's is too "mumsy" - but then again - I usually look out for stuff I can use in Lolita co-ords or Goth co-ords and the occasional occ outfit of stuff I wish I had the balls/tiny ( Read more... )

I should have done this YEARS ago - though right now as far as "Dream dress" items go - I don't think I have one. Every time I got fixated on a "dream dress" worthy it made me feel bad and depressed because most of those dream dresses will remain nothing but a pipe dream because they are tiny against my colossal chest.

Luckily these days there are ( Read more... )

On The Budget
Went through first round of Rudd bux quicker than anticipated, still waiting/wondering on the ATO bonus since all indicators say that I am applicable. Roll out still going on till as late as next month, want it now though :(

On Art
I have actually produced some work that I don't hate overly much (still hate it, but not too little) but I ( Read more... )

Was up till 2 reading Batman comics (thanks scribewraith  for the disk)

Lolita Purgatory Entry #I don't know
Poor again. This is going to be a depressing Christmas since I always aim to buy a new dress around this time of year to cheer myself up/gift to myself. I don't see that happening this year. Lolita, I do it for myself for the most part and I can't do that ( Read more... )